23 August 2010

The best thing that's ever been mine.

There is a day that is more dear to me than any other in my memory. 

There are no words to describe it, none that could ever adequately capture it from this now dreamlike place in my mind and bring it back to physical reality. It went by so fast and yet...when I close my eyes sometimes and focus on the dream, every detail comes back to me with startling clarity. I suppose it's because that was the day that defined the rest of my entire life, and lives of everyone that will now come after me.

It was the day that I was blessed to keep the very greatest gift I have ever received...the day I was sealed for eternity to my very best friend.


I never could have imagined this day, or the wonderful blessing it was. I never could have imagined how  in love I'd be, or what the incredible man would be like that walked out of those doors with me into the cold January morning. It was the same world I'd always known, but on that day...it seemed absolutely new.




I never imagined that he'd have eyes like the cerulean crayon I loved so much as a little girl, or hair so blonde that he already looked like one of my own family.




I never imagined the feeling of unconditional love and support that I'd feel every time I was near him.




Nor could I have imagined the butterflies he'd give me, or the feeling of unfailing confidence and security I hadn't previously known existed.




I couldn't have imagined how much he'd teach me about cherishing my own family, the ones I was sealed to first and forever.




I couldn't have dreamed how much I'd love watching him treat his own family with sincere affection and loyalty. I had no idea how excited this would make me to begin our own, and see how many more lives would be touched by his genuinely loving nature.




I had no way of knowing just how much more fun life would be with him around...or how much life he would bring into my own.




I hadn't ever felt the words that could be spoken by the touch of a hand...




...or the thoughts that could be conveyed by the sweetness of a kiss.




I was unaware of how happiness in its complete form felt until that day. I didn't know I could smile so big.




I could have never guessed how unbelievably, incredibly, amazing this man would be.






And that he'd be the best thing that's ever been mine.